08.23.16
– Tuesday 4am
Today
the Lord gave confirmation of certain events in my life. Tomorrow I’m having surgery for a hernia on the left side of my testes. So I used some
Nair to chemically remove the hair on my genitals Sunday afternoon. The
Revelation of the Lord started this morning as I looked in the mirror at my
naked body. This looked so funny. My genitals looked like a chicken with all
his feathers plucked off.
Then
I remembered the story Ravi Zacharias shared on TV and it went something like
this: Stalin was asked by a reporter why he was so cruel toward his own
countrymen. He sent over 12 million people to their deaths in the concentration
camps of Siberia. Stalin asked a waiter to bring him a live chicken; then
Stalin proceeded to pluck the chicken in front of the reporter. Now the chicken
was too embarrassed and hid under the table. Then Stalin took a piece of bread and
started to feed the chicken. The chicken now followed Stalin wherever he went.
God
in His divine mercy brought this illustration back to my mind to remind me of
His covenant with Abraham. I’ve been giddy ever since Sunday about how good it
felt to see and feel my genitals – I couldn’t express how good it feels! I am
not ashamed to write this story – I feel like Adam and Eve, Naked and
unashamed. My scrotum has been shrunk and looks like a peach pit. I can squeeze
my sac – there are no testes in there, I have no idea where they go! My penis
has shrunk and I am so glad it has! God had dealt a death blow to lust by
lowering my libido.
You
might be asking what does this have to do with Abraham. Well, [ The Covenant of
Circumcision ]
Genesis
17:1 & 11 (NIV)
1
When Abram was ninety-nine years old, the Lord appeared to him and said, “I am
God Almighty; walk before me faithfully and be blameless.
11
You are to undergo circumcision, and it will be the sign of the covenant
between me and you.
(TLB)
11
the foreskin of your penis shall be cut off. This will be the proof that you
and your descendants accept this covenant.
God
showed me this morning how happy Abraham and his descendants were to be
circumcised! No wonder they fought so hard with Paul over demanding new
believers in Christ to be circumcised. The Bible says,
Psalm
51:17 (NIV)
My
sacrifice, O God, is a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart you, God,
will not despise.
What
Is An Unbroken Horse? From Jen Davis:
A
horse that is labeled unbroken or not broke has not been ridden before and is
not considered to be ride-able. These horses are often either too young to break
or horses that no one ever got around to training. An adult horse that is not broke has relatively
little value and is considered undesirable by most horse owners. An
unbroken horse is never a good horse for a beginner or novice rider.
The
term "broken" refers to a horse that is considered safe to ride and
has all his basic manners. A broke horse should be fairly well trained and
responsive to the rider.
This
is a horse that a rider with some experience should be able to get on and ride
relatively easily and safely, depending on the horse's temperament and
personality. Breaking a horse is the practice of training him to be ridden.
This process is also referred to as saddle breaking. It involves teaching the
young horse to accept a saddle, a bridle and the weight of the rider on his
back. It also involves teaching a young horse how to to steer, stop and respond
to cues on command when they are given using the reins, leg and seat. http://animals.mom.me/unbroken-horse-2492.html
Do
you feel like you are not broken by the Lord and that you have “relatively
little value and are considered undesirable?” If you have never experienced the
joy of having you life broken by the Lord, now is the perfect time to cry out
to him. “Help me Jesus, I surrender my life to you completely!”
